Closer

Wednesday was our full committee session of government. It was nerve wrecking but I made it through. I also went to go help out with some National Honor Society stuff after school. I was extremely bored, and I knew no one there so I was pretty much left alone the whole time. But I got everything done. Thursday I had a choir concert. It wasn't great. We all sucked and I hate almost all the students in it but whatever. Friday we met the author for Mexican Whiteboy and he was very interesting, great personality and overall a great character, I kinda fell for him. I also ditched my last hour which is choir, I didn't want to see familiar faces because they were very disrespectful the day before. So I went to my car and I completely forgot about my yearbook, I stayed in my car for an hour or so and went back to try and get a copy early because I have early dismissal. I was all over the place, I went up stairs, downstairs, over a bridge and just all over. But I got it. Its been a pretty hectic week. And I've been feeling pretty down because of it. I am now honestly terrified about going to college. And I just wanted to take a moment to calm my ass down by writing it down. School is four days away from being over. I guess its just that, the fear, excitement, and adrenaline rush a person gets when something that's impacted their life is almost over. I'm going through a lot. I'm going to be OK, I'm going to be fine, my future will be prosperous. I will survive.