New Year Same Shit

Is it me or does every year seem to be exactly the same as the last? Nothing changes anymore. It all sucks. Every year seems to get duller and duller for me. I know that most of the reasons behind this constant boredom is because of me. I don't do anything because I'm lazy. I don't go out and enjoy my life because I'm pathetically lazy. I honestly do wish I wasn't like I am. And I certainly don't understand why I have to change myself and come up with these rules to make myself happy.
Resolutions are suppose to make a person think up these rules and stick with them until the end of the year. But how is it that most rules are repeated the following year. I don't understand why people give up halfway through the year and then choose to repeat them again. What is that going to accomplish? I know not to do the same. I WANT to better myself. I WANT to think more about my surroundings. I WANT to care for others. I WANT to drive a convertible. And I think that is what I shall have to do to accomplish my resolution. I will do what I hoped to accomplish this year and hopefully somewhere in between I will learn to appreciate life a bit more and live it to the fullest.

P.s. HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!