My life has been very hectic lately. I've decided to procrastinate last week on an English essay only to be reminded that my history midterm would be in the same week. To top it off I had math and humanities homework to worry about. There's nothing wrong with procrastinating unless the assignment doesn't get done. I'm happy to say that I accomplished both assignments and was rewarded with an extra day for the history midterm, which turned out to be a somewhat easy essay questions test. Today I turned in the final draft of my paper and finished all my math assignments. Very good week to say the least. The only thing wrong was the dreadful memory of last week.
One of my buddies invited me to go to a haunted house last Saturday. He asked me to invite a crush of mine, who said yes when asked. I was thrilled. It was said to be the greatest haunted house on the border of Illinois and Indiana and the boy that I'm currently interested in was going. I started the day off wrong by rejecting one of his normal hello hugs. Then pretending nothing happened, I ignored him. I mean its not like he even tried talking to me but still I invited him therefore I should have spent more time with him. Right? The night turned up to be one of the worst nights in my life. Very boring and just awful. I am still confused over the whole ordeal. I wish I could take that moment back before embarrassing him in front of our other friend. I'm getting worked up just thinking about it. I wish I wasn't like this. I don't mean it in a bad way. But sometimes I just do stupid things without realizing that I may be hurting others feelings.
Hopefully I can make up for it soon...
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