I'm terribly sorry for ever making you feel like crap. I was such a bitch back then and I guess I just couldn't handle the responsibility of being in love. I'm not saying I was in love but I think I might have been. You were the first boyfriend to have never cheated on me or make me feel bad. You were always there. I mean you waited for me at my locker and you walked me to class all the time and you were just the nicest guy I think I could have ever gone out with. You made my life so good. I wish we still talked, I wish I still had your friendship because unlike any of my friends you always knew how to cheer a girl up. I still remember that one time you walked all the way to my house in the freaking winter just to see me. And my god did that make my day. You are special, you were my best friend, you were my boyfriend. You were everything I could ask for in a boyfriend. There's so much I need to tell you. I mean you were an outsider to my group of friends and you understood me the way others couldn't. I honestly wish I could see you and talk to you one last time. I wish I never lost touch with you and I wish I could turn back time to my happy years, because I realize they were all with you in them. Now all I have is a sweet memory of you, teddy bears.
Sincerely, Me.
