Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Last Day of High School

Wow! Its official I am out of high school. Today was the last day of my high school life. No more drama, no more kiddie shit, no more bullshit. Now I'm going to experience the real world. Where no more immature people are going to be. I am terrified. But I'm alright on account of it all. I'm grateful to have made it this far. Having seeing so many people throw their future away for a one night stand really opened my eyes and helped me realize that I'm better than they are and I will succeed much more than they ever will. And that makes me ultimately so happy I cant even explain it. I'm so over high school. Yeah I'm scared but overall I'm just ready. I'm done and I couldn't be happier.
Prom is right around the corner(actually, friday evening) and graduation is next week, right after my little sister's. I honestly cant explain put my finger on what it is that I'm actually feeling. I mean its a bit of excitement, horror, sadness and nostalgic. I cant wait for college. I'm going to miss all my friends, everybody I have met throughout my high school years. I know it isn't over and yeah I might be seeing them a couple of times but its the reality of those couple of times that hurt. I wont be seeing my good friends daily anymore. I'll be seeing new faces, I'll be meeting new people. I'll be discovering a new world in which I will learn and apply it all to my life's success. I've been overwhelmed these past few days, but now I'm just happy. :)
Seniors 2010! Fuck Yeah!!!