i saw my long time crush today. hes so sweet. he offers hugs and so much. i can't believe it but i regret my decision of just letting him go. he liked me. how do i know? he told me. he had grown enough courage to actually let me know. and only to let me know, he didn't even ask me out. which saddens me because i was acting like a fool when he let me know. i completely discouraged him from doing so. he went on to become a better person and gained so much confidence over the past year. i think about him often. i like him, a lot. but only when i see him. is that weird? i swear if i could go back i would choose to be with him. now its just a matter of time before i ever see him again...
