insomnia should be considered a disease because i cant go to sleep at night and i have things to do in the morning

mmh im dressed pretty casual for bed. i wish i was out right now. i wanted to go to California with him. listening to jason mraz, i got that boy on repeat. <333 my dad is done renovating the bathroom and it looks so simple but still its very pretty. my sister’s birthday is in two days and im so excited. i don’t know why but i dont like my birthday.. its in december and i love the winter but i just don’t expect much on that day anymore. before i used to get pretty sad when no one would remember my birthday but now im ok with it now. i could care less about mine. i love my sister’s though. :) shes so nice and she always makes me smile, even though its her special day. i make her smile too. this saturday is the blink 182 concert and im so pumped. i cannot wait. :D i deleted my myspace some time ago and well im having doubt i want one again like so bad and for no real reason but to stalk some friends of mine haha lol. im desperate for attention right now. especially since my best friend fled the states and is now enjoying the ending of our summer vacation that son of a biscuit eating bulldog. lol. im gonna enjoy my rest of summer vacation by jumping rope. my car got an oil change today and well i thought they stole some of my stuff but it turns out my parents took everything out of my car before they gave it up.which was a total relief because i was literally going to die for a $7 aux cable i bought for my iPod to be compatible with my car. so glad they got it out. lol.