my fan is on and the only way i can relax is if it stays that way

today was pretty crappy. i was suppose to go jogging in the morning with my sister but i guess i just kept sleeping once the alarm went off. we were also suppose to go downtown today. i really need a job and i want one real bad. i cant stand being home all freakin’ week. it’ll drive me insane. i kinda despise all my friends right now, they all have jobs and im here sitting at home doing nothing. gosh do i hate this town. tomorrow for sure im gonna look for a job. on wednesday im going to start jogging. thursday i hope, will not be messed up, therefore i can keep looking for a job. and friday, i will also be looking for a job and hopefully i can relax later on in the day and spend it here at home. because fridays is when i feel that i need to be home. fridays is when i feel home is the right place to cool down. fridays i feel that sometimes, like every once in a while i should do whatever the hell i want. who knows maybe ill just go out on friday and watch the hangover. LOL!