NOOOOOOO!

i just found out my best friend in the whole wide world, the person whom i have been friends with for more than six years and the longest i have ever been friends with a boy, is moving.
:(

i cant believe it, hes moving out of town. out of his perfectly normal home. out of his very unique and always well-lit home. out of his beautiful home! the home that is the most prettiest on the block no matter what time of the year.

ugh its killing me inside. i mean its true what they say, you never know what you got until its gone. hes going to California i mean wow! hes not leaving yet but all this time i could have shared with him and all this time i could have been with him and actually spoken to him more since he left school. gosh im so stupid,why does this shit always happens to me?

i remember when we used to go out to the movies. he worked at the theater. he was really cool. he got me in for free one time. we went to go see happy feet. :) that was great, we also went to go see transporter 2. his brother, him, and i went to go see another movie as well but it isnt coming to mind right now. im so filled with emotion i cant speak. i cant believe it, i seriously cant, im going to miss him so much

even though we hardly speak to each other or see each other anymore, i have to say im going to miss him...