gosh i dont know what i want anymore, i dont know if im strongly attracted to a person or if i should just like be happy as a single gal. i dont know whether i should be happy i havent made anyone feel like crap or if i should feel bad for making them feel that way in the first place. hmm im so freakin’ complicated. i want.. happiness, laughs, joy, that feeling at the bottom of your tummy when you think you actually like a person. i want something i havent felt in a while. i want it soon.